Birdy

It would be some days later when that car crash actually happen, but it had already happened though, I had seen it in my sleep.

I have this visions that allow me to peak at the future at night, during sleep. What triggers it, how exactly it works, when would the event take place, why do I see what I see, I don't know. I can't answer you. It is beyond my control. I'm just the receiver at the end. I can't communicate with the future, I can't decide what I see, I can't perform any decisive action, or alter the course of the future. Sometimes I couldn't even distinguish between dreams or visions if my dreams weren't ridiculously off the chart. But what I see in my vision, they are real, they happens. It has happened many times, and since I wasn't counting, I could not tell you the exact number. But it happened enough to convince myself that it is real, and that it wasn't my own perception or some twisted, false memories.

I always see just a few seconds of what would happen in the future. Sometimes I would be aware of myself, but I could not take control over my body in my vision, I could think, I could see what was around me through my own eyes in the future, but not perform any action that would happen. And when it actually happens, sometimes I would think what I was thinking in my vision, but other times I would think differently.

I tried to think about the causes of these vision. However I came up with none so far. If I could find out what really triggers it, maybe I could harness this kind of power, and see into the future. And maybe I would be living in the future as much as living in the presence when I lay asleep.

Would it be possible that I could find the answer to this question? Very unlikely, but don't give up hope I say, for hope has traveled far.

The future is rigged. That's all I could say for now.