Terrible

It has to come to this.


The owner of our flat's kicking us out, so that they could renovate the unit and rent it out for more money(they did the same things with two of their units just next to ours). The contract ends 15, June, about 3 months from now. But, I can't blame anyone but money itself, and it's kind of  a problem for everything nowadays.

Mom said there's a place up on the 10th floor, maybe we could stay their until the public housing offer comes through. But I don't expect it to be cheap or affordable. I might have to get a job so as to keep up with the rent.

But the good thing is that we won't be living with other tenants anymore as we have decided. Ah, it will be great. I mean, living with other people is not bad if they were good, decent people(I'm implying that those who lived with us are not).

The whole thing is just, maddening, saddening. Frustration kicks in and I can do nothing about it. I'm just glad that I can keeping shouting and cursing and swearing, cuz who's there to stop me from venting out my anger when it's a terrible news to anyone.

It's not that I like where I'm living, It's just that I don't want to see my parents and sister work harder than they should be just to keep a shelter. Nobody should struggle with living like this, but there're just so many factors that things could go wrong. How glad I'm there's still a place for us to stay.

Indeed, it's not thanksgiving, but don't stop giving what mean to be given. And start asking, what's next?

I could go work for anyone or anything but McDonald's, that's for sure.