The New Voice

This is the voice that I'm speaking

it possesses of my intelligence and my weakness

I don't speak this everyday in real life

so it's not the native, authentic voice that I'm looking for

I'm the worst person to consult

I'm the worst enemy to myself

I can't escape from this already molded voice

that had formed inside

it talks to me as much as one could talk to themselves

I crave for a new voice

A voice of a storyteller

A voice filled with ever-growing life and limitless excitement

a voice with ultimate authenticity, but also curiosity

I need a new voice

A voice of a comedian

A voice cramped with bad jokes and silly gags

a voice with humorous originality, but also empathy.

I'm still searching

wondering

creating

the new voice